Hi, Tumblr. I miss you.
P.S. I love my life right now.
If you don’t want to read random rants of a weird person, then stop reading.
HAPPY. Today was generally fun. I got to spend the day out with my college friends - did a very little shopping (got myself a new trousers!), had a late Pizza Hut lunch, and then, watched Avengers (again)! Cliquish na kung cliquish but I basically spent my college breaks with them! Well, we of course gained new friends along the way but basically they were the ones who I really consider my college barkada. I enjoyed that part of the day so much, no doubt. YAY.
SAD.Sad… I was excited to go home. I was hoping to catch someone online! I was hoping we could Skype. We could FB chat. We could YM. We could talk for long hours over the phone. We could talk before we go to sleep - and purposely leaving it there until both of us falls asleep. But I got home only to read an offline message in FB (na nagreply pala siya seconds after I had to go offline kanina ARGH BAD TIMING). And from there, sunod-sunod na yung beevs, I felt sad even more. No one’s at home. It was dark and I felt lonely thinking that I will be eating dinner alone. And also, I started feeling anxious about Monday - it will be a completely new environment!
Grabe naman. Shift of emotions in a matter of seconds. Is there like a pill or something that you can take when you’re pmsing to save you from these mood swings??
Too late but at least! :)) Oh hi! Just revisiting my basic photoshop skills for my technical/fartsy artsy test for a company that might save me from this post-graduation hiatus aka unemployment.
It has a very happy beat for a sad summer love song. Nevertheless, this has been my morning song for this week. :)
Nanoooooooooooo - stealing everyone’s attention since Jan 2012 (but in a good way, of course!) I think 50% of my conversation with my friends and family these days is just about him. Sometimes (or most of the time?) they call/skype me… wanting to hear Nano’s voice. Can you believe thaaaat? Not that I’m complaining ~~ my roommate’s cat is just really adorable :3
I’m drowning in a sea of my tears.
I’m lost in a cavern of my darkest fears.
I’ve turned down a destructive path.
By loving you, I feel the fury of love’s wrath.
Slowly growing detached from past feelings,
because my heart can no longer tolerate these agonizing beatings.
Yet my heart only aches for you.
Beaten, bruised, and confused, I am left not knowing what to do.
Should I leave with my dignity intacked,
or should I simply give you one more chance and take you back?
Either way, you broke me back down into that pit of darkness,
and it’ll be awhile before I will feel the warmth of true happiness.
I’m trapped in the bonds of misery.
My heart ripped out by the lies you spoke to me.
2011 has actually been a fantastic year (with some BS that I have to deal with). *deletes emo posts from archives*…but I’m glad that it all happened. This actually made me become more mature with my thoughts and decisions.
/gets shot cus of cornyness
And ohw, how can I forget, thank you! ~~~ yes you’ve made it to my lists of ozom things that happened in 2011. :D
This fell off while I was cleaning my desktop organizer. (I don’t know why it’s there!) Whooa how coincidental! This ring was given to me on this day in 2004! This ring, the school bus, and a confession ~~ super flashback! (Rumi-“Remember the boy but I don’t remember the feeling anymore.” Lawlbawls)
Has done everything!! Plus: falling asleep together, hugs from behind, piggy back rides, traveling places, a warm hug/kiss after a stressful day, spending the whole day together doing nothing, realizing that you have done a lot of achievements in the past, and a whole lot more!
One of the yearbook write-ups that my friend gave me. :3 *digging some of my senior files because Senioritis is starting to infect my system*
